No ride…This is getting OLD!

Tuesday, September 11, 2018 

I didn’t go to my Pain Group yesterday because I didn’t have a ride. I’m also not going to my appointment with Deo today for the same reason. I rescheduled with Deo for next week.

I have been off my ‘Ambien’ since Saturday night and I’m not getting a sound night’s sleep. I keep waking up and having recurring dreams all night. I did wake up today and not feel groggy though and that was nice.

My schedule is I get up so I can have my first protein shake (5.5oz) at 7:30am and then go back to sleep until 9:30am when I get my broth. This morning I went back to bed at 8:30am and at about 9am Larie and Bill came in with the little fridge they picked up for me from Walmart. It had a dent in the door and so they took it back and returned it. I thought it would be another week before I’d get another one, but they surprised me with another one that Walmart had in the store (I had ordered mine from Walmart.com). Now I have a nice new little fridge on the table. It sits on the table next to the TV.

It has been a long day. Today was the first time I got up at 7:30am according to my new schedule. I have had to constantly watch the clock to make sure I stayed on schedule. I didn’t walk as much as I was supposed to either. I’m supposed to walk 10 minutes every hour. I did drink every time I was supposed to but then at 6:30pm I went to the bathroom and I almost threw up. I fought it until the feeling went away.  Then I drank my last shake really slow and hoped I wouldn’t throw it up. Well, I was able to drink all my shake and not get sick. I don’t know why I felt so sick, but it passed  🙂

Not a productive day…

Sunday, September 9, 2018 

Not a productive day. I felt fine and I’m not too sore anymore, but I just stayed in bed most of the day. Michelle didn’t come in until 2:15pm to help with my shower so I could go to church, so I didn’t have enough time and therefore I didn’t go to church today.

I’m trying to get on a schedule so that I know when to drink my shakes and when to wait 30 minutes after I have my shakes to have a drink. I’m not supposed to drink 30 minutes before or after I eat (drink my shake at this point), and no drinking while I eat. And I’m supposed to drink 4 oz. very slowly, taking 30 minutes to drink that 4 oz. I have a 1/2 of a Premier Protein Shake (5.5oz.) 4 times a day and 4oz. of chicken broth 2 times a day. The rest of the time I drink water or Crystal Light. I’m supposed to drink a total of 64 oz. of fluid a day. I had to write it all down in 30-minute blocks so I know when to drink and when not to drink.

I still can’t sleep on my right side yet and I don’t get my ‘Ambien’, the doctor ‘held’ them until Thursday when I go see him. 😦

premire protein shake

This is the protein shake that I drink for the next 3 weeks. I drink 5.5oz 4 times a day.

Kitty drinking out of her water bowl

This is my cat that was very glad I was back home again. Here she is drinking out of her water bowl. She is about 16-17 years old.

 

Today is the BIG day…

Saturday, September 8, 2018

Today I came home from the hospital after my Gastric Sleeve surgery. But let me back up and start from the night before my surgery…

September 4, 2018

About 7:30pm Michelle, my friend from the facility, came over to help me with my special shower for surgery tomorrow. She shaved under my arm (armpits) and then she measured me, so I know where I started from. Then I took my special shower and got dressed for bed. She also took some “before” pictures of me so everyone could really see how large I really am. Afterward, I got everything put away and went to bed trying to keep my cat away from me as much as possible. Excited about tomorrow!!! 

September 5, 2018

About 8:15am Michelle was back for special shower #2 and all I wanted to do was sleep some more. After the long shower, the phone kept ringing and ringing while I was getting dressed. When I finished dressing I called Richard back, that is who was calling, and he said he was down the hall coming to get me already. I guess the hospital was trying to get a hold of me to come early, they were running ahead of schedule. Well, I wasn’t even ready to go so I just shoved my CPAP in a bag and got my papers I needed and ran out the door forgetting my Med List, and phone charger. Richard headed back for them and we were off.

We didn’t get there early at all, but oh well. Richard came in the hospital with me to made sure I got to where I was supposed to be, then they left me there by myself to go back home. Good thing I wasn’t nervous because I was all alone till I came home on Saturday. My surgery was in Boise and so nobody could come to visit or anything.

Anyway, I waited for about 15 minutes and they called me back to the prepping area to get ready. I got to wear one of those cute little gowns that don’t close in the back. They put me on the bed backside down and there I was for the next 2 hours getting prepped for surgery. The minutes passed and questions were asked and I was hooked up to all the I.V.s and machines making all these beeping noises. Finally, it was my turn and they gave me a shot and the next thing I remember is being in the recovery room about 3 hours later. They asked how I felt and I felt fine, a little sore on my right side where they removed my stomach or at least most of it anyway.

gastric sleeveThis is what they did to my stomach. They removed the larger part of my stomach and just left about a 2-4 ounce stomach.

I don’t remember much about that day except that they kept running tests and trying to get me to drink, drink, and drink more water. I couldn’t drink a lot at a time but in little sips a little at a time. But the problem was every time I took a sip I’d get a bubble in my throat that hurt a lot and made me burp. It was very sore and made me not want to drink. I just kept drinking until it was time for bed. At first, they weren’t going to give me my ‘Ambien’ to help me go and stay asleep, but I finally got it. I spent the rest of the night watching TV until I fell asleep.

September 6, 2918

Today is my oldest child’s birthday, Andrew, he is 37 today.

Well, yesterday went pretty well. I almost didn’t get my ‘Ambien’ last night, but they called Dr. Valentine and got it scheduled. I was almost asleep by the time they finally got it to me, but I wouldn’t have stayed asleep all night without it. Today was another good day, but I’m not getting all my meds, foot lotion, or eye drops. My eyes are running all the time. I didn’t realize how the eye drops helped until I didn’t have them. My feet will be really dry by the time I get home. My stomach doesn’t hurt that much except when I first get up and the first few steps I take, then it isn’t bad after that. I can’t lay on my right side yet so I have to have pillows under my left side to help be on my right side a little. I don’t know how long that will last. I have 4 small incisions in my upper stomach and one that is about an inch and a half long closer to my right side. When I had my Colin Cancer surgery I had the same small incisions but then about a 3-4 inch incision from my belly button down and it hurt for a long time and I couldn’t wear pants for a long time either. I’m in a hospital gown now and will be wearing my black yoga pants until I can get back into my jeans, capris. They are what I use for my PJs so I will just wear a regular shirt with them.

It hurts when I drink, I get bubbles in my chest and I have to burp a lot. They told me to stop using the straw and just take sips from the cup. That makes it a little better. I only walked 2 times yesterday and only 4 times today. I’m supposed to be walking more than that and I’m supposed to be passing gas by now. I only passed gas once and that was while I was on the toilet tonight. I have not had a BM yet, but I don’t think I’ll have one till after I go home on Friday. I’m feeling pretty good.

September 7, 2018 

The doctor came in this morning and said I wouldn’t be going home today. I’m OK with that, another day to rest in the hospital and I’ll go home tomorrow. They set a goal of 6 times to walk today and to drink at least 40 or more ounces of liquid. I’m supposed to be drinking broth too, but it is yucky tasting. I eat the ice pop, the juice and eat the jello and the rest is water. It doesn’t hurt as much as yesterday to drink. It also doesn’t hurt as much when I get up to go potty and walk. I did well with my walking at first, but then I kept forgetting and wasn’t going to the bathroom much. I did walk 4 times and drank a lot more fluids.

About 4pm they came in my room and said that they didn’t think that Streamside would let me come home on a Saturday because there was no nurse there on the weekends. I called Streamside right away and they confirmed that I couldn’t come back until Monday when a nurse was there. I was really worried because I don’t think Medicare would pay the extra 2 days??? 

September 8, 2018 

I don’t know if I can handle another 2 days in the hospital. But the nurse came in this morning and said that I have orders to go home. I was confused because Streamside said I couldn’t come home. I guess that the hospital called Streamside and they said I could as long as they get doctor orders and a list of all medications I was supposed to be taking. I called Streamside and talked to Michelle (old Med-Tech and friend) and she called Jill (administrator) and they got it all worked out so I could come back today. I called Larie (she works in the kitchen and is a church friend) to come and get me. They arrived around noon and I was home by about 12:30pm!!

However, every 2 hours I had to have my Blood Pressure, Temperature, and Oxygen taken to make sure I was doing OK. What a hassle. They wanted to wake me every 2 hours at night too, but I said, no way. That is worse than the hospital, but it was good to be back in my own bed. I didn’t really walk at all today, I just rested. I started on my protein shakes right away and drinking fluids. I found out my little fridge was ready to be picked up already, but I wouldn’t get it until Monday or Tuesday when someone could go get it at Walmart for me. I’m excited to get it. My cat, Kitty, was really glad to have me back home again.

Weight-gain pictures

Tuesday, September 4, 2018

Here are some pictures of me from 2010-2017 as I continued to gain weight.

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This is me in 2010 and I’m about 225 pounds.

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2012 and about 240 pounds.

laura n annabelle halloween 10-2013

This is me back on Halloween 2013 when I first moved here and I weighed about 240 pounds.

laura easter 2014

I’m in the pink shirt. This is April 2014 and I’m about 245-250 pounds.

laura at BBF luncheon SAL 2017

Me at about 280 pounds around May 2017

laura 295 lbs 2017

This is me in the summer of 2017 and I’m about 285-290 pounds.

 

 

 

 

Pictures before surgery

Tuesday, September 4, 2018

I had my friend come and help me with my special shower the night before my surgery. I also had her take my measurements as a starting point and I will be updating both my weight and measurements throughout my weight-loss journey.

laura 9-4-2018 B4 surgery#

Sorry for the bad picture but you get the idea of how FAT I am. 9/4/2018

laura1 9-4-2018 B4 surgery#

This is a front view and I was talking when this picture was taken.  9/4/2018

My weight is 300 pounds and these are my measurements B4 surgery.

  1. Arms – 16″
  2. Pecs – 45″
  3. Bust – 52″
  4. Ribs – 47″
  5. Waist – 57″
  6. Hips – 57″
  7. Thighs – 25″
  8. Calves 16 1/2″
  9. Neck – 18 1/2″

Most of my inches are in my stomach area as you can see in the pictures. Hopefully, the next pictures that I take or have taken will be of better quality.

Happy Labor Day

Monday, September 3, 2018

Happy Labor Day!! 37 years ago on September 6, 1981 I was in labor and delivering our 1st child, a son. Happy Birthday to him (in 3 days).

Today is a holiday, but it is also the last day that I can eat before my surgery. And the last day that I can “eat” for the next 3 weeks. I will be living off protein shakes and chicken broth for 3 weeks after I get home from the hospital.

I went to Pain Management Group (PMG) on Friday and everyone was happy that I finally got my surgery date. Richard announced in church that I was having surgery this week. Thank goodness he didn’t say what it is for. I haven’t really told very many people what I’m having surgery for. I finally sent out an email to my family saying I was having surgery and only Kellie and my dad have made any comment. So that is good. I know it isn’t a “quick fix”, but I hope it helps me lose weight.

Today I had pancakes for breakfast and for lunch I had a taco salad, a taco, and a burrito from Taco Bell. I was so full I wasn’t even hungry for dinner. I had a cheeseburger and chips for dinner.

Tomorrow I have to be on a liquid diet for my surgery on Wednesday. I also have Michelle, my friend from the facility, coming over to help me with a special shower and take some FAT pictures and my measurements. That is tomorrow night and then again on Wednesday morning for another special shower before surgery. Then the Burgers take me to the hospital. I have to be there at 10:25am and my surgery is at 12:25pm. I’m EXCITED!! 🙂

What a day!

Thursday, August 30, 2018

Boy what a day I had today!! I got up and had breakfast and then went back to bed until 10:30am when Maria came and helped me with my shower. Then it was time for lunch and like usual they take forever to get to my table and get my order.

I was in a hurry because I had two appointments today in Boise for my up coming surgery. I had to leave no later then 12:30pm and I wasn’t ready to go, (maybe I shouldn’t have gone back to bed this morning). I forgot that I needed to bring stuff to my appointment. I needed my phone, binder, and med. list. Then I also had to get my 2pm meds from the Med-Tech so I could take them while I was gone. I had to get a new med. list for the doctor and I had to sign-out of the facility (we have to sign in and out each time we leave the facility). I got everything I needed and signed out just as Annette walked in to get me.

Then it was off to my 1st appointment which was pre-admin. at the hospital. We had never been there before so it was kind of crazy finding our way in Boise. We finally found the building but couldn’t find any parking. Richard finally got us to an elevator and dropped us off to get to the appointment. We didn’t really know where we were going so we just walked to the front of the nearest building and it was the right one. We had to walk up this really steep walk way to get inside. It is hard for me to walk up steep inclines with my brace on my right leg and my walker.

Richard finally found a parking spot and found us just before they called my name. We went to another part of the building to get an EKG and some blood work done and went through my Med. list to make sure everything was right. Then she asked a bunch of questions and I was done. Just in enough time to get to my pre-op appointment with Dr. Valentine, my surgeon.

I got there just a little late, but it was o.k. They took my weight, 300 pounds and my blood pressure which was good and then Dr. Valentine came in and talked to me about the surgery and about my meds. Everything is good and I’m ready for my surgery. I have to stop taking a few meds. until after the surgery and then start taking them again afterwords. My legs decided to go restless while I was at pre-admin. but settled down at the pre-op appointment.

Wow, what a Day. I will be glad when this is all over with. Tomorrow I have Pain Management Group and Deo will find out I’m having surgery finally. 🙂

YAY!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2018

YAY!!!! I finally got my phone call to schedule my surgery!!! It came right at lunchtime so I was late for lunch, but I didn’t mind. My pre-op appointment with Dr. Valentine is at 3pm on Thursday, August 30th. I also have a pre-admin appointment at 1:25pm on Thursday, August 30th. Both are in Boise and my friends will be able to take me. It is a total of 1 1/2 hours for both appointments. Then on Wednesday, September 5th is my surgery date at 12:35pm.

Once it got started it went fast and smooth with everything falling right into place. The only problem is that I haven’t found a ride home from the hospital on Friday, September 7th. My friends can take me to the hospital and drop me off, but they can’t come and get me. I have called several people, but they are all busy. I’m sure I’ll find someone. 🙂 🙂 🙂

STILL waiting…

Monday, August 27, 2018

Well, here it is again another week and I haven’t heard from the surgeon on a surgery date. I called the office and talked to April again. She remembered me from last week and said she would send another message to the lady that does the scheduling, so here I sit waiting again.

I didn’t go to exercise today, I’m really tuckered out today. I surely hope that they call soon, I’m getting really tired of waiting and my friends are leaving soon and won’t be able to take me and pick me up if it gets to late.

Went to Dr Lowery (sleep doctor) and he said everything looked fine with my CPAP and that as I lose weight it is easy to adjust the settings on the CPAP without having to do another sleep study. That is good! 🙂

Not doing so good…things are looking up

Monday, August 20, 2018

Well, I just looked and it has been a couple of weeks since I last wrote in my journal. I haven’t been doing very good lately. I haven’t been walking outside, which was my goal in Weight Management Group (WMG). And I haven’t even been walking inside either. I just don’t have much energy or drive to walk and it bothers my Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) and that takes hours and Tylenol to get it to go away. Sometimes I even have to take some Tramadol, which is a NARCOTIC, and I don’t want to get hooked on them again. I try not to take them unless I’m really bad and Tylenol didn’t work, or it is at night. I haven’t even been doing my exercises lately either.

Other things that have been going on is my eating and I’m still waiting to hear back on my surgery. I’ve been eating whatever I’ve wanted to and my weight is up to 298 pounds for the last 2 weeks. I’m surprised that it isn’t back up to 300 or more. Last night they had French Toast for dinner and yesterday morning I had pancakes for breakfast. So it was a terrible day. I had Oatmeal (my normal meal) this morning for breakfast but then I had a Bagel with cream cheese also.

I didn’t get up for exercise either this morning. I don’t know if I can do the walk on the Greenbelt tomorrow, but I’m going to try and get up at 9:30am and get dressed and at least try and go. If not, at least try and walk in the building for about 10 minutes.

Today I also went to WMG and they keep talking about all kinds of DIETS that we can go on and it is very frustrating because when I do finally have surgery I won’t be able to eat what all these DIETS say to eat until I’ve met my weight loss goal. That will be a year or 2 down the road. So, I just listen and put it in the back of my head for future reference.

I talked to Shyra (the lady at Deo’s office) see if she had gotten a hold of the Bariatric Clinic to see about my surgery. She said she just got their voicemail and left messages. I called them myself today, but just got the voicemail and left a message. Tonight after dinner I got a call back from the Bariatric Clinic and they said that they had gotten approval on my paperwork, YAY!!, and that she would send it in tomorrow to be scheduled for surgery, and I should be hearing back from them in the next 5 days or so. I hope that that is true and I can get my surgery soon, like this month, that would be awesome!!

Also today I had a friend go to Hong Kong Restaurant and get me some Chinese food for dinner. I have been in the mood for some and know it will be a long time before I will be able to have it again. I got some Mandarin Chicken, Chow Mein, and an Egg Roll for dinner. She was upset because it was such a small amount, but I told her it was fine. When I opened it up there were about 10 pieces of chicken and the sauce. The Chow Mein was gross and there were 2 large Egg Rolls. I forgot that it is the rice I like not the Chow Mein. I even put some chicken sauce on it to make it taste better, but it didn’t work. I didn’t eat it. The chicken was great and I dunked the Egg Rolls in the chicken sauce and they were pretty good too.

So, all in all, I guess it has been o.k. and if I could have surgery next week that would work out great. But it will probably be later than that and I don’t know how the timing will work out with the Burgers taking me to and from the hospital before they move. And I need to find somebody to watch over my cat. I’m sure it will all work out fine. 🙂